Hi there! Ok so I want to jump right into this crazy love mess I have going on lol. I would start this out with long story short, but i dont think there is no short side to this story, no matter how i put it. lol. So I’ll just start from the beginning. My husband Joshua and I met when we moved into my moms boyfriends house which was two houses down from his. We shared the bus stop along with my older brother John, and my younger sister Brittany. Of course him and my brother became friends , hanging out riding bikes and yes i grew a crush instantly. lol Cutey from day one! lol
Anyways John being a typical brother tells him about my little crush, i swear i was so mad and embarrassed i tried avoiding him. But come to find out the feeling was mutual. Awesome! Funniest thing I love telling this part, when we first met we were both seven years old and are actually only seven days apart him being the oldest and of course I never live it down. He actually “broke” up with me on his birthday and made me wait fifteen days until I was eight years old. Too young he said! lol. Our parents actually got us ready to what i refer to as our very “first date”. One of the sweetest memories I’ll always cherish. My mom got me ready and did my hair and when he got in the car I remember he smelled so good and I could tell he was just as nervous as I was. So off we went to the skating rink and I schooled his butt lol. Butterflies sparked as we held helds even when he drug me down everytime he fell! Haha. I knew I loved that boy every day since then. Of course being kids we broke up got back together but there was always that something that just drew me to him. Every single time. Even times when I moved there was still phone calls. Now high school is really were it all began and got more serious. After some family issues that we can most definatley get to later on, i ended up having to move an hour away with my dad and Josh would come get me every weekend and we absolutely hated the distance. We were so in love i hated the weekdays and just waited for the weekends were we could be together. Anyways so us being teenagers in love we spent one night talking hours on the phone and he actually came and picked me up in the middle of the night. I packed a few clothes snuck out knowing dang well my father was going to be furious but i hated being away from josh and i listened to my heart, obviously not with my head. lol. It honestly didnt turn out too bad tho, my dad actually sat us down and knew how much we wanted to be together and we all worked out an arragngent and that’s the part were i moved into my boyfriends house at 17 years old. And here’s another little fun twist, before the amazing runaway, we were so desperate to be together that we planned unprotected sex with the thought of a baby will fix anyone trying to keep us away. What a plan?! lol.Of course, when we got to move in together we decided against that. Well, too late! Found out we were pregnant at 14 weeks. We both were kinda freaking out but also happy about it. His mom on the other hand wasn’t so happy. lol. She took me to the store and made me take another test so she could see for herslef. haha. So let’s do a little skipping around to keep this as simple as possible. In between my son Blake, my daughter Miranda, and my other daughter Raelyn there was cheating on both of our parts and a very rocky relationship. We always work through it and anytime we ever actually end it, it don’t stay that way for long. We hate being away from each other. I love him. And I know he loves me. But we have such a rocky road behind us. To go ahead and put it out there, a lot of our relationship it was abusive. It was starting to become more bad times than the good. Then of course we got pregnant with my daughter Miranda. Things did get a little better. Of course your probably wondering like everyone else did, “why stay in a relationship if it’s toxic”? Well yeah, maybe there has been plenty of times were we should have ended it but the thought of my family being broken up killed me. My parents didn’t stay togeether and it was seeing my dad every other weekend and my mom never being too stable an had asshole boyfriends. We have always pushed past anything we have done to each other. We are best friends and no matter what we will always love each other so much. Through all of these years it was always me and him for life. Always. It was always me. No matter how many times there was cheating involved, and it has been from both sides, breaking up was never ok he would beg me and we would say things would get better, and they always would for a while. Plenty of times I was just done and there was a time after our first daughter that I was actually done and couldn’t take it anymore and we were split up for a year. It happened around my birthday in November and around christmas I had started talking to someone over the phone and New Years comes around, I find out Josh has a chick over. So the year goes by and me and Josh reunite and get back together and the morning after I came back into the house, the chick, let’s call her J, comes over unannounced and sees us in bed together. Now he has always told me this chick was just his little weekend girlfriend, but she obviously felt more for him. One night back and he has already put my wedding ring back on my finger. So he talks with her and breaks things off and we start doing amazing, better than we have in a long time. christmas comes around and we are just as happy as a family can be. Everything was perfect, until he fell asleep forgetting to delete texts messages one night… I called her from his phone and she had informed me it had been going on for a few months. She sounded so proud sadly to say. Instantly he ended it with her again, yet again not the last time for me to find messages, and yes like a highschooler I called her out and we threw hands and fought right in front of him. I’ll say my brothers taught me well. lol. So anyways to shorten the story she didn’t stay away and it came down to me, her and josh having a sit a sitdown to talk about what we were gonna do because of course I didn’t want to break my family up. Fast forward to around 5 years down the road and she is in our lives and we are currently in a “Throuple” relationship as we call it. To be continued……..
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